It was after 5:30 when Colin finally came and picked me up today. He’d taken the car in today, for what reason can’t remember. I had been calling him on and off since before noon to come early to pick me up.
I was feeling tired, drained and generally ill, irratible and grumpy. My whole body was achy, and at one point I could barely keep my head up. I believe I have a mild case of sun stroke, brought on by all the fake and bake tanning I’ve been doing in the recent weeks. In short, I had built up my base, and I was adding colour by using a stand up bed. under my arms (on my side) was still fairly white, and I burned a bit yesterday.
I can hear everyone right now, you shouldn’t use tanning beds, they are so bad for you. . . .blah blah blah. Its a cavalier attitude, but its my choice. I love to have the colour. It makes me feel better, sexier, more alive – and more active and aware of what I am doing with and putting into my body.
I believe that since I’ve been tanning, I’ve lost 10lb. I put that down to the stupid amounts of water and veg I’ve been consuming. And I like it.
Anyways, I’m lying here in bed feeling horrible and congested. Then my knight in shinny armor, Colin, brought me one of his famous grilled cheese sandwiches. It was so good, warm, gooooie and melted. It hit the spot.
Although I’m still really tired (and still in bed) I’m feeling the life pump back through my veins.
The life giving sandwich of love . . . .
****Update**** April 2md 2007, I’ve put up Colin’s receipe for Grilled Cheese sandwiches. . . .